How do I get there from here?

I have been putting this off for sometime now. I'm not real sure why though.
My question to myself is "How do I get there from here?" You may be wondering what I mean by that, and it's simple. You see i got saved at a young age & now I look back on my life & I'm not to happy with the way I have been living. (Not very Christian). So, how do I pick up the pieces & start living the life the Lord want me to live? How do I go about & tell the world about Jesus's unconditional love for each of us? I'm not a very strong Christian, but I want to learn how I can become one. I love listening to Liz Jordan she is such an inspiration to me. She loves the Lord & you can tell by the way she talks about Him. I need to be more like her & I'm not sure how to get there. I have been away from the Lord for so long. Will He accept me again? Will He love me again? Will I feel His presence? Will He show me the way once again?
I know all the answers to my questions is "Yes He will!" But, I just need to learn how to pick up the pieces & not only teach myself but to help my children with this as well. I have had a great deal of loss this past year. I lost my Aunt last Dec. & she was a great influence in my life. Then i lost my Grandma this past June & she was the most Godly person I ever knew. That's who I want to be more like. I want to live my life more like she did. She loved the Lord so much, she would tell complete strangers about Him. That's what I loved about her.
My first step in my process of turning my life around has started. When my husband left for work this morning, normally I would go back to bed. But, this morning I didn't! (I'm very proud of myself!) Instead I got my Bible & read. I have a Daily Bible Reading in the front of my Bible it tells you what you should that day. Today i read Hosea 14 & I went ahead and read mark 16.
I feel pretty good on what I read. Now if I can just learn to live what I read!!

So, "How do I get there from here?" Answer: One day at a time!!